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I was tagged by Cheekytorah over on Tumblr, and in an effort to figure out Dreamwidth I'm cross-posting it here.

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2019. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

2019 is actually the first year I’ve done enough fics to list 5! (I was surprised to see I wrote 24 of them though!)

1. Though My Mind Could Think (I still was a mad man)

Rating: E ●  87k ●  Drarry

Summary: After years of pretending he’s fine and just waiting for the day he isn’t needed anymore Harry wins the war. He tries to kill himself, but of all people, Malfoy saves him. Harry realises that if he has the courage to die, he should also have the courage to live.Ultimately this is a story about recovery, but it’s also about all the things you sometimes have to go through to get there.

This story is very personal to me. Writing and publishing it was both terrefying and liberating. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever written, but it taught me a lot about myself.

2. Four Gallons of Oblivious 

Rating: E ● 18k ● Ron/Harry

Summary: Ron is head over heels in love with his best mate, but it’s going to take more than a horrendous orange sofa, painted pornography, and opening a shop together for him to let Harry know.

This was my first longer Rarry fic, and I had the most fun writing it! It’s fluff and oblivious idiots, and exactly what I needed after writing the fic above.

3. Empty Parts

Rating: M ● 6.2k ● Deanmus

Summary: Dean knows he’s abandoned his friend. Knows he’s abandoned everything. “I’m sorry, Seamus, please.” He fights the urge to whisper the words, knowing they won’t be heard through the thundering rain if he does. He thinks speaking up now is strange, he hasn’t spoken up about anything in too long.

This is another fic that was hard to write 😅 It was supposed to be fluffy, but ended up being this instead. This one taught me a lot too. Also, it’s my first ever Drizzle!

4. Velvet and Consent 

Rating: E ● 4k ● Drarry

Summary: Harry planned for a boring evening of interviewing Vampires. Of course, Draco Malfoy managed to ruin even the best laid plans.

Some Vampire!smut and fluff to fight all the angst I write.

5. Lace Me Up

Rating: E ● 1.2k ● Ginsy ● Summary: Pansy tightened the black corset as far as it would go, breathing out as the strings became longer in her hands.

I did 18 days of kinktober in 2019. I’m proud of a lot of them, but I’m choosing this one because it’s my first ever femslash and that’s a mental line in the sand I’d drawn for myself that I’m really glad I crossed!

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It had been a really long day at work. Harry was tired, and probably covered in snot after several kids had used his shirt as a tissue over the course of the day. A cold had taken hold of the preschool he worked at, and it had made sure there wasn’t a dry nose to be seen. Harry wouldn’t have minded, if he hadn’t caught the damn thing himself. His head ached, and his nose was stuffed. He was starving since he hadn’t had time for lunch because he’d had to cover for a sick co-worker. He must look utterly disgusting, he thought as he walked through the door to the flat he shared with Draco.

“Welcome home handsome,” Draco said as soon as he saw Harry, and leaned in for a kiss.

Harry snorted, knowing full well he looked like complete crap. “Watch out or you’ll catch my cold,” Harry said into the kiss, not willing to pull back. He loved this more than anything, the ‘welcome home’s and ‘have a nice day’s.

“Honestly, after the week I’ve had I think a cold might be a nice break,” Draco laughed. He pulled back to let Harry shrug off his jacket, revealing the snot covered shirt.

“Merlin, go change your clothes,” Draco laughed, seeing the shirt. “Dinner’s almost ready.”

Harry wanted to cry with relief at the statement. It was his turn to make dinner, but Draco, being the wonderful man he was had somehow anticipated how tired Harry would be.

“You made dinner?” he asked, feeling ridiculously thankful.

“I did,” Draco said, “and after we eat it I’m going to force you to sit down with me in the living room and we’re going to watch one of those Muggle films.”

“I really should -” Harry started.

“You really should get some rest,” Draco interrupted. “I think we could both do with a quiet evening in.”

Harry had to agree, and he figured his work really could afford to wait. His stomach on the other hand, couldn’t, and he made quick work of changing his shirt.

Sitting down at the kitchen table Harry wanted to cry all over again. In front of him stood a gigantic slice of sweet potato pizza, his absolute favourite food.

“Fuck, Draco you’re a literal angel, did you know?” Harry asked, digging into his food.

“Well I sure hope I’m not a literal one, as that would mean I’m dead,” Draco said back, smirking at Harry.

It was strange, Harry thought, how that smirk had once ignited a burning rage inside him. Now all it did was add to the fondness Harry had for the other man. If it didn’t turn him on of course, but that was a different story entirely.

The pizza was the most delicious thing Harry had ever eaten, and he was sure he’d insist the same under Veritaserum. Harry stuffed his face while he listened to Draco tell him about his day, in-between smaller, more reasonable bites of the food. Once Harry had eaten his fill he told Draco about his day. Although, after the day he’d had it was more complaining than telling. It was nice, he thought, sharing stories of how their day had been, even if it had been bad.

When they were both full Harry got up, grabbing both Draco’s plate and his own. Draco had cooked, so he really should do the dishes. He deposited them to the sink, and smiled when he felt Draco step up behind him, putting his hands on Harry’s waist.

“Leave them,” he said, resting his chin on Harry’s shoulder. “We can deal with that tomorrow, after we both call in sick.”

Harry smiled, leaning back into Draco. He hated calling in sick, because he knew it would be stressful for everyone else. The thought of getting a proper night’s rest though, and a day in with Draco to relax and recover sounded like the most wonderful thing he’d ever heard.

“I should probably –,” he started, changing his mind halfway through. “Actually, fuck it. I should probably take a day to recover so I don’t get even sicker.”

“Now you’re getting it,” Draco said, letting go of Harry and taking a step back. “Go choose something to watch, and I’ll make us some tea.”

“With honey?” Harry asked, like he always did. Even though Draco knew he wanted honey, and even though Harry knew that Draco knew.

“Naturally,” Draco said, rolling his eyes.

Five minutes into the movie Harry knew he wasn’t going to be able to stay awake for long. He was laying with his head in Draco’s lap, and Draco was running his fingers through Harry’s hair in soothing circles that was doing wonders for his headache.

“I really love you, you know?” Harry murmured, his eyes sliding shut.

“I love you too,” Draco said.

Harry smiled, shifting to a more comfortable position. His thoughts went to the ring he was hiding in his sock drawer, the one waiting for a special moment. Maybe he shouldn’t wait though, because with Draco every moment was special. He didn’t want Draco for the times they went on holidays to France, or out to a fancy dinner. Harry wanted him for this, for quiet nights on the sofa. For dinner, and agreeing to skip the dishes. For sharing a life. A real one.

He fell asleep with a smile on his face.
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Right, so I'm making an effort to figure out this website. I was never good with LJ, and I'm guessing this is much of the same. I don't want to be supporting tumblr anymore though, so here I am.

First mission; add friends/ follow people / whatever it's called on this website.


If I've added you;

HI I'm Cassiara on AO3 and discord. I write mostly Drarry, but also other HP ships. I lovelovelove to read fanfic, and I do so way too much. On tumblr I'm Cassiaratheslytherpuff, but we'll see if i stay there.
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